March 18, 2000

Spring Break just got over for me. Entries are getting very slow as if you can't already tell. I don't know whats going on. I'm a teenager, at first this whole webpage thing was such a great idea, but now I'm bored.

I have no idea if this'll be my last entry or what. For Spring Break I went out of state, it was interesting. I got used. It was great. These guys my best friend and I met *Skip and David* used us for our skateboards. I loved every minute of it.

Watching them jump bricks with ollies was just so exhilarting. They were very sexy. I'm pretty excited about going back to school. Only 43 more school days left not counting the weekends and finals. I'm anticipating summer so I can get my job and get out of the sophmore stage.

I made a promise to my dad that I would raise my grades. I'm afraid I have to. He's so stressed out and my laziness might give him a heart-attack. Probably the biggest obstacle I'll have to encounter. Yep, this means I'll actually have to DO my homework. *gasp* I'm in trouble.

Well actually, I'm not if I don't think about. I need to draw my dream car, and than present it to my classe de francais. Fun huh? eh, it'll be easy. No biggie at all.

Have a journalism feature final due. Hoping I don't mess it up. Doing it on skateboarding, I'm just gonna wing it.

Also have a History thing due. I had it done, but I think I might have messed it up or something, like lost the work. Hope not.

Basically, I'm just looking forward to getting back into *forward* mode. I mostly count the school days gone by, by weeks. 9 weeks left. Its great. I got this week, which should be...well you know, a regular week. Except peachier cause I have three black days this week, meaning 2 classes and the rest of the day to enjoy.

Leaving only two orange days making me very happy. I should enjoy the last of my sophmore days.

Junior year contains stressful classes. But I know I'll be fine. I'll have more direction than. I'm really not a lazy ass when I think about it. When I put my mind to something I can accomplish anything. Motivation. Thats my ticket. I got it.

I don't get good grades, I have to live with the fact that I'm a bad daughter. And also the fact that I won't be able to drive.

Ciao

Sincerely,

Mel