February 10, 2000

I have no idea...what to write. But hey, I'm listening to Eifell 65. I love their song "Blue" Its peachy. ::bobbing head to beat:: this song kicks ass. I've written so many entries, and they kept getting deleted. It seriously sucks. But I'll make sure this one stays.

I actually did all my homework tonight. I'm proud. I might be going to live with my grandmother, which means no updating forever, and no computer for awhile. Its just so I realize that if I have boredom I'll at least do my homework to pass the boredom.

I know my grandmother and I aren't gonna get along. Three more days until that god-forsaken Valentines Day. I hate V-day. Its bullshit. Its the worst day of the year. Its pointless. Its just a day to stress over what to get your loved one, and than if you have a crush, you have to stress over what to get them, including if they like you back. Pointless...completely. But anyhoo, its all good. I'm gonna stop complaining.

Today, I found out my old crush, Elliot is bad luck for me when he comes into the school store where I work. He didn't come in for weeks for awhile, and I was whizzin on the cash register and having a good time. And actually before when he came in all the time, I'd always clutz out and mess up. And when he stopped coming in, the mishaps stopped.

Than today I told Jack "You know, Elliot hasn't been in forever *and I can't believe I was upset that he hadn't come in!* I bet you ten bucks he won't be in here today, like always." Than Jack said "See, now he's gonna come in. Watch." And he did! For like, the first time in weeks. As soon as he did I kept dropping things, and couldn't get the register to work and stuff. He's bad luck. I say screw him now!! He's gonna be the death of me!

But anyhooo, I actually don't feel like writing anymore. So I'm going, just because.

Sincerely,

Mel

P.S. Da Ba Dee!