January 5, 2000

Can't sleep...nope, I can't. I should have started early on the going to bed early thing for school, but oh well, that means I'll get 3 or 4 hours of sleep, and than like-I'll be hyper, but by French I'll be dead. Its all good though! Hmmm, how about I relive New Years Eve for ya'll huh?

Well it started out really peachy, brought my karokee machine, had food, my brush, umm..didn't bring any extra clothes though. But it was all good though cause I had my millenium outfit on. My pink party hawaiian dress, with my black tights, and big ass army boots. It was peachy! Well my friend, or well at least hope we're still friends, she doesn't know which way she's going half the time!!

Well she was telling me about her hot cousin, Justin, and that he was my type and perfect for me. And I was like...wow groovy. Well I did see him, and yes he was perfect for me, but also every other one of my friends too!! He was all over the dudes. Meaning Ali, Katie, and well...Michelle thinks he was all over her, but she has to be tripping, and if he was, it was her own fault cause she kept asking him for "the love." Just so she could say he molested her.

Well he's a confusing guy, and well I ain't sayin more cause if Blondie ever reads this, well my friends and I are screwed.

This guy Adam, he's a prep, and a minor note here, Katie (my best friend) has this hatred towards preps now, which doesn't work out to well cause the whole school is a bunch of giggly little stuck-up preps. But some of the preppy guys ARE hot though. So yay! Well this preppy guy Adam, I have a thing for him, don't ask me why I just do. He has way to many emotional problems dammit! If him and I (as in WE) ever got the "hook ups" (in homie language) I'd be playing the role of the boyfriend. If I said anything wrong, he'd probably explode.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind helping him, I want him to feel better and I feel really good when I help him. But when he starts complaining about "no one cares about me, so I'm just gonna go and slit my wrist k?" Well than that just pisses me off man! I told him the other day, "well who am I?" I mean, come on does he not think I don't care about him?

Its funny though, he's obsessed with his friends girlfriends, and praises them and everything, but I don't get the time of day from him. The chick who DOES like him. Come on. Ok whoa, I'm complaining. Wait, no I'm not.

Anyhooo, enough of Adam cause I don't know if he reads this or not, and if he really does play the part of the girl I'm afraid I'm gonna get slapped across the face soon!

I feel like pizza darnit, I wonder if my dad would care if I had a little midnight snack...cause after all...it is midnight! Well 17 minutes after according to my computer, but thats beside the point! BRB!

Ok, I just put the oven on. Hmmm...what to talk about. Oh yeah! I just made a new little BSB Fanfiction page. Like the one "I need you tonight." If you want to check it out, go to the links page, and if you don't feel like doing that, just jot this address into your "Location" hole thingy.
http://www.geocities.com/meltingmel1/index.html

Very peachy! Anyway, I think my father is watching dirty videos in the next room, oh joy.

Oh wow! Hey I forgot to mention the wonderful world of "skateboarding" I'm experiencing. Katie is turning into big ol' skater chick, cause thats cool, cause I know eventually since I'm practically glued to her I"ll probably pick up skater world myself. I love skaters. Especially skater guys. I just can't get over a guy on a skateboard. Its so...just...ooo baby very sexy. I'm learning how to skateboard too, its not to hard. But I was learning in boots, but I figure if I learn in boots, I could do anything on a skateboard!

Katie went totally to dressing like a guy, which is cool, as I said, so she gave me every little preppy thing she owned. Which is fine by me, I need a change of wardrobe. Anyway, when I become a famous skateboarder I'll remember all the little people!

HAHA! Yeah right though. Katie's better than I am, but thats just cause she has a skateboard. I need to buy one. I desperatly want one. I have never had so much fun doing anything before. Seriously, skateboarding is a blast. I can skateboard way better than I can rollerskate. Scary huh? I'm a horrible rollerskater. Never take me to a skating rink. I'll just kill myself, and probably my escort while I'm at it!

Well I figure, I better lift off! High Ho Silver!! AWAY!!!

Sincerely,

Mel

P.S. Keep your pants up!